I am my own shelter now, a branch on my Fathers tree.

I was checking the little heart app on my iPhone earlier today while eating at McDonalds with my mum lol, and it showed I had a daily average of +12k steps over the last month. I remembered the last time I started walking like this, not to get in shape but because something was being stirred in me. I did not understand anything back then, but now I am only starting to get glimpses of His full circle coming to an end and new beginning, without me begging.

It was when I was living in Norway in 2012, 13 years ago. It was also around November/December because I remember there was this fuss going around that there was a prediction that this day would be the end of the world: 22.12.12 haha. I was sitting on an airplane that day and I remember feeling very peaceful on that plane. And funnily enough, the world as I knew it really did end during that year, 13 years ago, and is now coming full circle. REBIRTH.

When I first experienced my shift in consciousness it happened because I was in deep suffering, hating myself, using my body for the approval of others, desperately searching to be seen and loved, my soul was not at rest.

I am my own shelter now, a branch on my Fathers tree praying to bear good fruit for you.

So this walk I am on, which you might think is for fitness or just to add more thousands to my little iphone heart app, It’s all Him. It is Him closing the circle. It is Him ending the storm in me. It is the ending of my hearts begging that has been going on since the beginning of time, once and for all, so that He can begin.

And nothing is stopping it this time. Some things are not accepted nor welcomed here any longer. There is literally no space left in me to entertain them. I have no time left to entertain illusion.

If you want to follow along, let my words be pointers guiding you inward and back to Him, so you can root yourself in Him, so you can get down on your knees and pray to Him. This is no ordinary life, this is no ordinary journey. This is no playground anymore. This is a symphony where precious rubies get to dance to His rhythm of freedom. So before you take the first step in that dance, make sure your desire to return Home to Him is bigger than your projections on Him.

Leave the past behind where it belongs. Take up your cross with strength, put on His beautiful garment of forgiveness, and start walking with me. Repent by changing, not by merely saying you will change. Stop sinning!

Let your life speak for itself. Let your energy speak for you. Let us see His spark in your eyes.

Respectfully,

I Love You!