If it’s dark around you it’s because you’ve been planted.
Yes, deep one, your roots have been planted DEEPLY, and this did not start today. This has been a journey of a lifetime, and if you are reading this, you know it. He is sending me to bring you comfort and to tell you to trust, breathe and relax, to stop being afraid of the darkness, and to let Him finish His work in you. We need you Here, to blossom, to bloom, to bear the fruit that can only come from you through Him, from His overflow.
A little side note. I always tell this to my kids when they are afraid of the dark at night: you can see it is dark, so you cannot be the darkness, right? How could you even be aware that something is dark or light unless you are something else entirely? See? Whatever you can be aware of cannot be you.
Knowing and realising the truth of whose you are and whose you are not is the only thing that will finally loosen that knot, yes the one you have been trying to undo your whole life, and I come here to remind you of the truth: that you are already worthy, you are already whole, you are already found and home.
He has a name, and He is the only one that can transform our heart, cleanse our soul, and forgive our sins. He is beyond time and Is Love. His name is Jesus.
Whatever you are trying to hide from or trying to fix on your own, will only last for a while. You will eventually end up in the same place, because truth is not something that can be compromised. It is not something you can negotiate with. It can come like a whirlwind and leave you breathless for a moment, or it can quietly begin guiding you until one day you look back and realize you have less knowledge than when you started, yet more clarity and peace in not knowing. Because you finally surrendered to the One who knows everything, to the One who ordered the steps ahead and the steps that led you here, to this very moment. And He will not leave you now.

You must remember whose you are, the One who made you in His image, the One who breathed life into you. And if you are reading this, even if you feel resistance, you have already answered the call of His Spirit, and your new life has begun.
I know what it is like to watch things, places, and relationships collapse in front of me and being deep down in darkness. Why is this happening to me? What did I do wrong? Nothing. It was all Him drawing you closer, and when He intends to come live inside your temple, all things not of Him has to leave, has to be shaken out.
This world is full of distractions, full of noise, full of pressure to be seen and heard loudly, full of hurry and a constant next next next mindset. While He is softly whispering to you, I Am Here Now, I Miss you, please don’t postpone me for tomorrow, yet another day.
So sometimes the only way He can get your ATTENTION is by breaking things down so you finally have no other option left than to pause and listen, so you can rebuild your foundation on Him, the only foundation that will last and bring you peace. Because that is His will for your life, for you to be at peace, to feel Him, to rest in Him, to Feel Good in Him. And when you do, when you give up your ways and accept the things you thought were unacceptable, you become free. Your real life can begin. You can start moving, standing, dancing and living on the only rock that will keep standing even at the end of times.
You have reached the point of no return. You have reached the place where He stands and you bow, where He is your only desire and the one who can fulfill it. And it is GOOD. He will take care of everything. He will not let you live half lives, half relationships, or drink from half full or empty glasses.
His Presence will fill every area of your life, and you will see that so much of what comes next is beyond anything you could have designed or imagined.
Hold on, keep going and NOW, let’s GO.
I Love You.
“I looked in temples, churches, and mosques. But I found the Divine within my heart” – Rumi.
“I know now, Lord, why you utter no answer. You are yourself the answer. Before your face questions die away. What other answer would suffice?” — C. S. Lewis


