Who you truly are has always been found in Me.
Where are you going, and what are you chasing now?
When the walls fall down, you try to name what was lost and what was found, as if understanding alone could hold the answer. But who you are is not limited to what you can see.
Your mind warns you to be careful, tells you that you are bound to fall. It speaks from what it knows, but it cannot see the place where your true BEing already IS.
You thought you were running, chasing after God with heavy steps on both familiar and unfamiliar roads. But grace was never behind you. It was surrounding you, pursuing you, meeting you in every shadow. Mercy was already (t)here, long before you noticed it.
You missed a vital part of your story: I was always in it. I was not waiting at the finish line. I was running after you, already (t)here.
You tried to measure distance and count the cost. You labeled moments as saved or lost. But the ground you feared was never failure—it was foundation. I begin in the places you try to avoid. From the cracks you stand in, I build hope.
What you call an ending and feels like a closed door, is for Me the beginning of something you have never seen or known before.
Stop trying to reach what is already Here, nearer than near, can you hear? I am louder than doubt and closer than fear. When you release who you think you should be, you will discover that who you truly are has always been found in Me.
I Love You.

